Moved to China

On assignment near a section of the Great Wall of China, the Jiayu Pass, in the Gobi Desert in October.

Some news! I have moved to Beijing, China, to work as a photographer for the wire, European Pressphoto Agency. It has been a long-time goal of mine to live and work in Asia. I finally realized this dream earlier this year when I moved to Hong Kong to work for various editorial publications and am excited to continue my journey in reporting on international news for such a reputable agency such as EPA.

2023 Year in review

One of the last photos of me before I left Winnipeg.

2023 was a year filled with change, adventure, a couple of milestone achievements and lots of learning. I travelled to seven countries that were new to me and was also able to explore a few other places I had never thoroughly visited before such as South Korea. I made several photos I am proud of, moved back to Toronto from Winnipeg and started working with wire news services. It’s been a refreshing change to see my photos used around the world for a variety of publications instead of just regionally, though it’s also important to me to tell local stories in my community.

People are photographed outside in Winnipeg early in the year.

I started the year off in Winnipeg, prepping for a two month trip around Asia and the South Pacific with no set itinerary. I needed a break from the Winnipeg winter and the heaviness of working in the journalism industry. I had completed several Asia trips in years before but there were a few places I skipped for various reasons. This trip was meant for me to circle back to visit what I had missed the first several times around.

In February, on my way to Asia, I flew to Vancouver, reconnecting with friends there. I hadn’t been back to Vancouver since 2017 and in that time, friends who lived there had moved away and other friends had moved in. We visited different neighbourhoods as well and thus my experiences of Vancouver were vastly different from my visit years ago. I got out of the downtown core and was able to visit Richmond and Burnaby, among other nearby cities.

My first stop in Asia was Hong Kong, the city my parents are from and a city close to my heart. I’ve been visiting regularly as a kid and over the years my appreciation of the city has grown. I hadn’t been back since 2017 but I still felt completely in awe of the city, despite all of the changes in recent years. After two years of living in Winnipeg, a city of 750,000 where I continually bumped into people I’ve photographed, it felt freeing to disappear into the anonymity of Hong Kong, a city of 7,500,000.

A sea turtle is photographed in the Blue Corner in Palau.

After Hong Kong, I made stops in the Philippines, Nepal, Brunei, Palau and South Korea, where I had been many years before but had never thoroughly explored. In the Philippines, I went sailing in Coron, scuba diving in El Nido; and in Manila, I explored the Makati neighbourhood. In Palau, a world-famous scuba diving destination, I practiced underwater photography and dove for the first time in a strong current. My last stop was South Korea, where I saw beautiful sights, experienced the vibrant nightlife, went beauty shopping and ate delicious food.

I came away from Asia with new perspectives, new experiences and having met some amazing photographers. I was refreshed and ready to get back to work.

Family of Linda Beardy hold each other and cry April 7, 2023 in Winnipeg, Canada, during a rally to remember her life. Beardy’s body was found earlier in the week at the Brady Road Landfill.

Back in Winnipeg, the remains of another woman was found in a landfill and I photographed a few heart-breaking rallies. Having travelled to an international photojournalism festival earlier this year, and then later to another U.S.-based photojournalism conference, I now know many people outside of Canada don’t realize the severity or the significance of Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls in our country and how deeply colonization in Canada continuously harms Indigenous people. I’m hoping in the future, this will change. For now, as long as community members are willing to share with me, I will continue to document their stories in my role as a journalist.

Activists burn an injunction order from the city July 14, 2023 at Brady Road Landfill. The order is telling the protestors they must leave the main road which they started blocking in early July, after the province said they would not support a search for the remains of two First Nations women believed to be at Prairie Green Landfill, who were two of four women allegedly killed by a Winnipeg man.

Activists hug July 18, 2023 at Brady Road Landfill after the city clears their blockade earlier in the day. A camp remains at the site of the landfill and another camp has been set up next to the Human Rights Museum.

The rest of the summer was mostly light. I photographed a variety of stories in Winnipeg and celebrated a Photo of the Year and Portrait of the Year win from News Photographers Association of Canada. It was validating to have that recognition from industry peers though I would have been satisfied either way with not winning any awards knowing many photographers (though fewer as of late given the state of the industry now in year 2023) are able to have long and gratifying careers creating work that is meaningful to their community without any industry honours. I think most of us get into this industry not to win prizes but to help or witness in some way. Regardless, I now feel more sure about working on smaller stories that may not receive any recognition and that the majority may not understand the significance of, but are important stories nonetheless.

Feather Talia (centre) performs during Pride Week at a drag brunch in Winnipeg, Canada, May 27, 2023.

I took a couple of road trips to the states in the summer - once to Montana, where I had never been to but had heard plenty about. I went to Missoula, which is also the name of the book I had just started reading, and drove through Bozeman, which is referenced in the book Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance. The trip was not life-changing nor awe-inspiring probably because I was in a rush but I enjoy a classic summer road-trip from time to time, and I wanted to see the two cities for myself after reading about them.

The second trip I took in the summer was to Minneapolis, a city I drove to from Toronto many years before on another road trip, passing through Chicago. Occasionally, I like going back to places I have been to before, reflecting on the person I was then and what was important to me, compared to the person I am now. I don’t think I have changed a lot. I spent the trip gawking at the enormity of the Mall of America, an activity I also did on the previous trip, but I also visited St. Paul, the twin city I missed the last time around. Yet, while my values and the person I am at my core did not change since my last visit to Minneapolis, what has changed is that I’ve been to more places, met more people and I’ve seen more.

A cowboy watches a bull during a professional bull-riding event in Winnipeg May 25, 2023.

In August, I moved back to Toronto after being laid off from my newspaper job. I spent the rest of the summer in the southern France region where I went to Perpignan, France, for the Visa pour L’Image photo festival, and visited Nice, Marseille, Barcelona, Andorra and Monaco. In October, I went to Washington D.C. to complete a hostile environment and first aid course. I hope to never have to use the life-saving training I learned but I also feel better knowing I am more useful to the people around me if an emergency were to happen. It was also helpful and inspiring in both Perpignan and Washington D.C. to meet so many photojournalists working on a variety of projects, each contributing to a global dialogue.

Winnipeg Folk Festival attendees attempt to stay dry July 6, 2023.

In the fall, once back in Toronto, I started photographing for wire agencies. It was rewarding to see my photos published internationally and it’s also been gratifying to be assigned bigger stories each year I’ve been working in journalism.

In November, I was given my first assignment for The Globe and Mail since moving back to Toronto. The photo ended up being on the front page of a national paper, an honour I hadn’t achieved before my stint in Winnipeg. There are many reasons some photos end up on front pages while others are held back that have nothing to do with skill, yet I still sense things have shifted for me since leaving Toronto and coming back. I am now being assigned front-page-worthy stories. I am incredibly grateful to the editors who have watched me grow in skill throughout the years and yet still gave me those first assignments to help build that skill, confidence and experience.

While working in Winnipeg was not always the easiest, I don’t regret a thing. During my time there, I tried my best to improve the working conditions for other journalists from traditionally marginalized backgrounds who might arrive after me and also advocated for parity during a year with record inflation; but ultimately, I was shown there may not be much of a future for journalists in Canada with all of the lay-offs that occurred in the country this year, mine included. Regardless, because of my relentless (though possibly naive at this point) optimism, my hopes are still high for the road ahead in my photojournalism career and I can’t wait to see where I’ll be or what I’ll be working on this time next year.

A dancer is photographed June 1, 2023 at a powwow in Winnipeg.

This year, I completed a personal project and started several new ones. I feel more confident editing my own stories now and am continually appreciative to the photo community around me for helping me with their selections of my work as well.

E12 skaters are photographed during synchronized skating practice in Mississauga November 20, 2023.

In December, I travelled to my 77th country, Jamaica. I drove around the island from Montego Bay and tried parasailing for the first time. I am wrapping up my year feeling drained but satisfied. It was a full year. But I am excited for what comes next.

Montego Bay, Jamaica, in December.

I finished reading 18 books this year. Here are the books I recommend of the 18, in the order I read them in:

1. Station Eleven - Emily St. John Mandel

2. Crying in H Mart - Michelle Zauner

3. Minor Feelings - Cathy Park Hong

4. Red China Blues - Jan Wong

5. Out of the Blue - Jan Wong

6. Between Two Kingdoms: A Memoir of Life Interrupted - Suleika Jaouad

7. Men Explain Things to Me - Rebecca Solnit

8. Lost in the Valley of Death: A Story of Obsession and Danger in the Himalyas - Harley Rustad

9. The Obstacle is the Way - Ryan Holiday

10. Missoula: Rape and the Justice System in a College Town - Jon Krakauer

11. Why We Buy: The Science of Shopping - Paco Underhill

12. Magnum Contact Sheets

13. A Promised Land - Barack Obama

Thank you for following along on my photo journey! I’ll see you in 2024.

Learning the ins and outs of new underwater gear in Montego Bay in Jamaica, in December.

Pukatawagan

Wally puts on a mask in his dental office to get ready for the day. The night before, the community had a power outage so he sits with the lights off. Though Mah can’t help patients without electricity, he prepares for a situation where the power comes back.

Dentist Wally Mah’s commute on Monday mornings begins at 7 am. He takes a taxi from his Exchange District condo to the Winnipeg airport where he boards a small plane to the northern First Nation of Pukatawagan. The community is about 820 km northwest of Winnipeg and is home to approximately 2,000 residents. It is only accessible by train or plane for most of the year but also winter road in the winter. I spent a week in Pukatawagan documenting Mah’s life serving the community for the Winnipeg Free Press.

Pukatawagan is about 820 km northwest of Winnipeg and is home to approximately 2,000 residents. It is only accessible by train or plane for most of the year, but also by winter road in the winter months.

Wally feels Ruby’s face for pain along her jaw after some X-rays. Ruby came in complaining about a toothache.

After locating the source of the pain in Ruby’s mouth, Wally tries a root canal at first but discovers the tooth must be pulled because it is fractured. “I’m sorry, Ruby,” he says.

Ruby holds her face after an intense round of tooth extraction.

The evening Pukatawagan loses power, Wally eats dinner in the dark in his room while replying to emails. The nursing station, which Wally’s room is in has an emergency generator to treat patients by the power doesn’t reach his room. In the summer, wild fires burnt down the power lines to Pukatawagan, so the community has been running off of generators ever since.

The nursing station where Wally works and where he lives.

After he finishes work for the week on Fridays, Wally gets on the 5 pm plane to The Pas, a town 520 km northwest of Winnipeg as there are no direct flights from Pukatawagan to Winnipeg. In The Pas, he takes a car transfer from the smaller airport where he landed to the larger one which has a direct flight back to Winnipeg.

In The Pas, Wally takes a long walk near the airport every week to decompress from work before getting on his flight to Winnipeg.